This post is in Malay. (though its not in standard Malay)

Keluarga.

Satu perkataan yang mendatangkan seribu erti. Dari ape yang telah anis baca dan fahami, keluarga ialah mereka yang paling dekat dengan kita. Silaturrahim merupakan hubungan yang sangat dihargai. seperti apa yang kita tau, ibu bapa merupakan insan yang teristimewa didalam hati kita. bagi anis, sebagai seorang anak, anis cuba untuk tidak menyakiti hati mereka. cuba untuk menurut semua kehendak mereka dan sekali gus memberikan kebahagiaan kepada mereka. bukan susah pun nak gembirakan hati mereka. tak payah guna wang ringgit. dengan selalu mendengar kata dan nasihat sudah cukup untuk membahagiakan mereka. jika mereka sakit, jagalah mereka. selagi mereka hidup, hargailah mereka kerna tanpa mereka, siapalah kita.

Pengorbanan yang mereka berikan, penat lelah yang mereka usahakan, dan kasih sayang yang mereka curahkan merupakan harta benda yang paling dihargai. walaupun diri mereka dalam kesusahan, mereka tidak akan tunjukkan kesusahan mereka kepada anak2 mereka kerna mereka khuatir anak2 akan bimbangkan mereka. begitulah mulianya sifat ibu bapa. post ini hanyalah ingatan kepada diri anis sendiri. walaupun baru minggu lepas pulang ke rumah, diri ini masih merindui mereka. saban hari, anis akan membuat panggilan ke rumah. walaupun boleh bercakap hanya sebentar, ianya cukup untuk menenangkan hati yang sedang dalam kebingungan. pabila hati tidak keruan memikirkan assignment yang bertimbun, hati ini akan tergerak untuk mendial nombor mama. setelah mendengar suaranya menyapa di hujung talian, hati ini serta merta terasa ringan. masalah yang bertimbun terasa makin berkurangan. Alhamdulillah. semoga Allah panjangkan umur ibu bapa anis, dan juga ibu bapa sahabat-sahabat anis. amin.

poetry: the road to my mother's heart (part A -introductory essay) haha

its been so long since my last post. the thing is, i've been busy n it is a verryyy hectic month. it nearly drives me insane but still, Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah that i've been successful in keeping myself in check. amin. the main reason for me to start blogging again after my procrastination is that a topic on the love of my life!!! MY MOTHER. so here goes nothing. (p.s: if u're bored, then feel free to navigate away from this page aite? hehe, this is my shyness n not confident self saying).

sometimes, i'm quite bored in my classes so i would doodle something in my notebook.(just to make it look like i've been taking notes.lol) n then it strucks me that its nearly 21st of April!!!! ooooo myyyy POTTER!!!! haha, that means that my mother's birthday is jussssttttt around the corner. every year, i would compose a poem for her. all of it started from my days in boarding school. my first poem for my mom is actually what i compose in BM class in the spur of the moment. yea well its my first experience of truly living independently without my family so i sort of let all of my emotions flow into that sajak. to me, that sajak is quite lame 'cause my BM skills are soooo rusted n its quite awkward for me to compose a poem in BM. hehe, but then that is because i do not know how to have all those flowery introductions or bombastic words in BM. i'm the kind of person who will share her thoughts on a piece of paper. hhm, i am thinking of making a scavenger hunt to hunt back all of the poems that i gave to my mum. until later then. (>.*)

haaaa, with the help from my friend zati, we came up with this:

This is just a hobby of mine and it is very fortunate to have IZZATI to help me with this when i encountered my writers block. its just an inferior work compared to others. I'm just a learning student after all.

Actively flashing out his bright smile whenever he came, (spastic je.hehe)
Bought an iphone 4 but is still not content so far, (nak iphone 5 pulak tu)
Gadgets and various kinds of software and hardware fill his beloved car.

Driving a Kelissa as if it were a real Mini Cooper S (>.*)
Arguing with us as if he is a child in a daycare (hahahahaa)
Undeniably wicked with his chosen words and teasing,
Silat Cekak Hanafi is one of his strongest skills in teaching.

P.S: hahahahhaaaa, poem ini di-dedicated-kan kpd our jurulatih, abg daus sebab slalu menyakat budak2 tamat. enjoy!! (>.*)

shaf: u ada suruh i buat kan? haha

acrostic poem for the name MR. MAZLAN.

hahaa.. just trying my skills here okay.

Man of his words are hard to find
Raised his students to be the best of the best

Masochistic or a sarcastic type of lecturer?
Ah, all of it is just a way to
Zap up the students self-esteem for that he knows
Love of a lecturer are very unique
Aiding students are the best of his interest
Naming him as a good 'mu'alim'.

p.s: uhh, i know this is bad coz i have use way too much time doing anything but studying and brushing up my english skills, so pardon me yea?.

novels anyone??

yea, its been ancient since my last post. the truth is, i don't even know what to blab about in here. i'm not really like my friends who constantly post interesting post regularly. pardon me for that though. and now, i reaalllllllyyy wanted to post something. lol.

have u guys ever read any sort of novels? u should read u know? its the food and supplement for your mind. its a healthy sort of diet to ur mind. but all of it comes down to what TYPE of novels are u actually reading? but then again, u still read so bravo to u. hehe. anyway, i wanted to talk about the assignment that i've got from Mr. Mazlan, our Novels and Short Stories lecturer. he is a one interesting man, that guy is. hah, but then his class is always interesting and fun even though its our first morning class. he gave us a task of finding a social novel that matches the criteria that he had told us. yea well. at first i thought "hmm, mcm mna la nak cari nih? ish2, susah jgk nih." but then, when i had started the search on the suitable novel, dang!! my 1st choice novel is the most common novel that many of my classmates will choose. who in the world does not even know about Jodi Picoult eh? they must be living under the shell if they don't. after about an hour of painstakingly combing through all of the fiction and literary fiction section at MPH, i finally found it. with the help of shafeena azly of course. nasib baik cukup kredit for calling her and asking on her opinion. hehe. the title is called a gate at the stairs by Lorrie Moore. i do hope Mr. Mazlan approved this novel and i sure do hope that no one will choose the same novel as i am.