The Emancipation of Inner Turmoils

This post is in Malay. (though its not in standard Malay)

2011-03-11T23:19:00.003+08:00

Keluarga.

Satu perkataan yang mendatangkan seribu erti. Dari ape yang telah anis baca dan fahami, keluarga ialah mereka yang paling dekat dengan kita. Silaturrahim merupakan hubungan yang sangat dihargai. seperti apa yang kita tau, ibu bapa merupakan insan yang teristimewa didalam hati kita. bagi anis, sebagai seorang anak, anis cuba untuk tidak menyakiti hati mereka. cuba untuk menurut semua kehendak mereka dan sekali gus memberikan kebahagiaan kepada mereka. bukan susah pun nak gembirakan hati mereka. tak payah guna wang ringgit. dengan selalu mendengar kata dan nasihat sudah cukup untuk membahagiakan mereka. jika mereka sakit, jagalah mereka. selagi mereka hidup, hargailah mereka kerna tanpa mereka, siapalah kita.

Pengorbanan yang mereka berikan, penat lelah yang mereka usahakan, dan kasih sayang yang mereka curahkan merupakan harta benda yang paling dihargai. walaupun diri mereka dalam kesusahan, mereka tidak akan tunjukkan kesusahan mereka kepada anak2 mereka kerna mereka khuatir anak2 akan bimbangkan mereka. begitulah mulianya sifat ibu bapa. post ini hanyalah ingatan kepada diri anis sendiri. walaupun baru minggu lepas pulang ke rumah, diri ini masih merindui mereka. saban hari, anis akan membuat panggilan ke rumah. walaupun boleh bercakap hanya sebentar, ianya cukup untuk menenangkan hati yang sedang dalam kebingungan. pabila hati tidak keruan memikirkan assignment yang bertimbun, hati ini akan tergerak untuk mendial nombor mama. setelah mendengar suaranya menyapa di hujung talian, hati ini serta merta terasa ringan. masalah yang bertimbun terasa makin berkurangan. Alhamdulillah. semoga Allah panjangkan umur ibu bapa anis, dan juga ibu bapa sahabat-sahabat anis. amin.

poetry: the road to my mother's heart (part A -introductory essay) haha

2011-03-05T01:16:00.005+08:00

its been so long since my last post. the thing is, i've been busy n it is a verryyy hectic month. it nearly drives me insane but still, Alhamdulillah, praise to Allah that i've been successful in keeping myself in check. amin. the main reason for me to start blogging again after my procrastination is that a topic on the love of my life!!! MY MOTHER. so here goes nothing. (p.s: if u're bored, then feel free to navigate away from this page aite? hehe, this is my shyness n not confident self saying).

sometimes, i'm quite bored in my classes so i would doodle something in my notebook.(just to make it look like i've been taking notes.lol) n then it strucks me that its nearly 21st of April!!!! ooooo myyyy POTTER!!!! haha, that means that my mother's birthday is jussssttttt around the corner. every year, i would compose a poem for her. all of it started from my days in boarding school. my first poem for my mom is actually what i compose in BM class in the spur of the moment. yea well its my first experience of truly living independently without my family so i sort of let all of my emotions flow into that sajak. to me, that sajak is quite lame 'cause my BM skills are soooo rusted n its quite awkward for me to compose a poem in BM. hehe, but then that is because i do not know how to have all those flowery introductions or bombastic words in BM. i'm the kind of person who will share her thoughts on a piece of paper. hhm, i am thinking of making a scavenger hunt to hunt back all of the poems that i gave to my mum. until later then. (>.*)

haaaa, with the help from my friend zati, we came up with this:

2011-02-11T18:06:00.004+08:00

This is just a hobby of mine and it is very fortunate to have IZZATI to help me with this when i encountered my writers block. its just an inferior work compared to others. I'm just a learning student after all.

Actively flashing out his bright smile whenever he came, (spastic je.hehe)
Bought an iphone 4 but is still not content so far, (nak iphone 5 pulak tu)
Gadgets and various kinds of software and hardware fill his beloved car.

Driving a Kelissa as if it were a real Mini Cooper S (>.*)
Arguing with us as if he is a child in a daycare (hahahahaa)
Undeniably wicked with his chosen words and teasing,
Silat Cekak Hanafi is one of his strongest skills in teaching.

P.S: hahahahhaaaa, poem ini di-dedicated-kan kpd our jurulatih, abg daus sebab slalu menyakat budak2 tamat. enjoy!! (>.*)

shaf: u ada suruh i buat kan? haha

2011-02-11T00:41:00.002+08:00

acrostic poem for the name MR. MAZLAN.

hahaa.. just trying my skills here okay.

Man of his words are hard to find
Raised his students to be the best of the best

Masochistic or a sarcastic type of lecturer?
Ah, all of it is just a way to
Zap up the students self-esteem for that he knows
Love of a lecturer are very unique
Aiding students are the best of his interest
Naming him as a good 'mu'alim'.

p.s: uhh, i know this is bad coz i have use way too much time doing anything but studying and brushing up my english skills, so pardon me yea?.

novels anyone??

2011-01-02T20:05:00.003+08:00

yea, its been ancient since my last post. the truth is, i don't even know what to blab about in here. i'm not really like my friends who constantly post interesting post regularly. pardon me for that though. and now, i reaalllllllyyy wanted to post something. lol.

have u guys ever read any sort of novels? u should read u know? its the food and supplement for your mind. its a healthy sort of diet to ur mind. but all of it comes down to what TYPE of novels are u actually reading? but then again, u still read so bravo to u. hehe. anyway, i wanted to talk about the assignment that i've got from Mr. Mazlan, our Novels and Short Stories lecturer. he is a one interesting man, that guy is. hah, but then his class is always interesting and fun even though its our first morning class. he gave us a task of finding a social novel that matches the criteria that he had told us. yea well. at first i thought "hmm, mcm mna la nak cari nih? ish2, susah jgk nih." but then, when i had started the search on the suitable novel, dang!! my 1st choice novel is the most common novel that many of my classmates will choose. who in the world does not even know about Jodi Picoult eh? they must be living under the shell if they don't. after about an hour of painstakingly combing through all of the fiction and literary fiction section at MPH, i finally found it. with the help of shafeena azly of course. nasib baik cukup kredit for calling her and asking on her opinion. hehe. the title is called a gate at the stairs by Lorrie Moore. i do hope Mr. Mazlan approved this novel and i sure do hope that no one will choose the same novel as i am.

- a very boring composition from a bored gurl-

2010-11-20T21:01:00.006+08:00

An actress? hmm, of course whenever i thought of one, the name Emma Watson will immediately come to mind. the name brings a lot of memories to my mind every time i hears it. She's the same age as me but she achieved success in a very young age. i respect her. really i do. even tough she's an actress, she's smart, very level-headed to say the least and she's not really your typical type of actress gone to rehab type. she's not like Lyndsay, or Britney, or any other young Hollywood stars who had lost their way in what is wrong and what is right. virtues are so hard to come by in a young actress these days.

sure, we have the oh-so-innocent looking actresses in Disney or any other children production, but whenever they wanna shed the Disney kid's look, they would go the extreme. they would be making a really matured video wearing revealing clothes that are really revealing just to say or show to the world that they are indeed an adult or matured enough. that is just shallow. you could always show or prove to the world that you are matured or and adult by showing your intelligence, your virtues, and your natural beauty to say the least.

no matter if you are a rich heiress, a daughter of a very famous rock star, or a daughter to a carpenter, you are the same. A girl. A woman. no need to scantily clad in a piece of a scrap u called dress. if u possessed a natural beauty, whatever u wear -an overall, an ancient dress from ur great-grandmother or something hideous- will show ur true beauty. if u only dressed to kill. literally to kill a man's heart, why not opt to a more logical approach? challenge his intellect. u should know that u have a ground to stand to. do not let anybody control you. do not let the view of the public to control it. u have ur own life. ur life is ur territory. hmm. mayB i should stop 4 now. how about i share with u my most treasured autograph of Emma Watson? i received it during my studies in MJSC. i love it.

just a mere thought of harry potter. :D

2010-11-19T23:07:00.001+08:00

THREETURNSSHOULDDOIT:

WHEN HARRY MET RON.

Like a proud father, David Heyman, the producer of the Harry Potter films, reached for a box of photographs when a visitor asked him about the young stars of the history-making franchise.
“They are not my own children, obviously, but they are like nephews and nieces or perhaps godchildren, and I feel really protective of them,” Heyman said as he sat in his office at the converted aviation factory here that serves as the movie set for the Potter series.
“Here, look at this one — this is a photo taken the day the boys met. No one’s really seen this before. They were taking a little walk together to get know one another…”
The black-and-white snapshot showed Potter stars Daniel Radcliffe and Rupert Grint as chubby-cheeked adolescents strolling side by side, their eyes cast down to their shadows. Heyman took the photo in 2000.

a poem for my dad

2010-11-19T19:41:00.003+08:00

haha, this is sort of a late post bcuz my dad's bday is wayyyy over. lol. his bday is on the 2nd of October. i had created a veryyyy humble poem and i admit that it is not my best poem but, i don't care, the only thing that matters is that i'm sincere when i compose it. this is the card that i made with a very BIG help from my dear friend, Farissa. :D

this is the poem that i compose:

Splash, splash, the sound of water,

Pitter patter, the sound of rain,

the ancient memory of a 20years old daughter.

it makes her wonder,

of all the joy and pain,

caused by her father.

He's the 1st person that teaches her how to swim,

and reminds her not to sink.

no matter in the swimming pool,

or in the real life too.

Both of them share the same hobby;

they love to read but not from the same genre.

She resembles him in some of his personality,

and it makes her who she is now.

He,

Is a drama king that emits laughter,

from his wife, son and daughter.

Come high or hell water,

she'll not trade him for any another.

Pardon me,

I know my English is not that good,

but i'm doing the best that i could.

All of these are from my conscience,

especially for you to reminiscence.

Creating a poem in a short amount of time

and to create a poem full of love and sincerity

is a very tricky manner.

For a loving father

from an appreciative daughter

from a blissful family.

Anis Amira Rosdi

HUTAN AMAZON

2010-11-19T19:39:00.001+08:00

yea well SOMEBODY said that my blog is like the amazon forest because of the lack of update. really zayer, ak malas je la. huhu. and now, i'll try my best to update it as frequent as i can be okay? huhu.

hmm.. operasi membersihkan sawang. :D

2010-09-03T22:17:00.004+08:00

(brush2) {bunyi tgh bersihkan sawang}. hehe, lama sungguh x update blog nih. bukannye busy mna pun, just malas je. heh. for this post, nak ubah gaya kejap. sbb nak cerita byk, so anis cerita dlm Bm.

hmm, ooo, i have a story to share. tp sebelum tuh ada soalan nak ty, "adakah salah sekiranye seseorang itu mempunyai tubuh badan yg kecil??", sila jawab. heh, bukannye nak emo ke ape, tp just a few days ago me, farissa n alia pi klcc. heh, buat apekah anda disana?? jawapannye, pi bukak pose. sementara nak menunggu waktu bukak pose, pi la tgk wayang jap, heh, teruk btul kan?? bulan pose pun pi tgk wayang lagi. ape nak jadi la ngan budak nih. heh, nk dijadikan cerita pndk, memandangkan tubuh bdn yg bersaiz "agak" kecik nih, org tuh xpercaya yg i'm 20 years old. mula la nk bdk counter mnx ic. heh, da bg ic bru bdk tuh ckp, "oo, sma la umur kte." pastu gelak. ish2, tp tu xpe la. xkisah pun. heh, da slalu da kena. tp yg membuatkan anis agak terasa hati when ada sorang makcik nih pi tegur my mom at masjid. waktu tuh kteorg bru lps solat sunat n tgh bersiap sedia nak msuk saf utk solat jemaah isyak. makcik tuh bole plak halang me n my mom from proceeding in front. ape lg, mama pun da pelik, dia ty la makcik tuh, "ada ape ye?", pastu makcik tuh pun balas, "awak ada anak kecil kan? jd baik awak duduk di saf belakang je.". mama pun ape lg, mama pun balas, "tp makcik, anak saya nih da besar da. da 20 tahun.", bla makcik tuh dgr je, trus terkejut. tp sbnrnye if tgk muka mmg dia still xpercaya. tp kteorg pun nak cepat so ape lg, cepat2 kteorg pi saf depan sbb imam da nak mula solat.

ish2, peringatan ye ladies n gentleman, don't judge a book by its cover. even though budak kecil skali pun, salah ke kalau dia mempunyai inisiatif utk solat di saf hadapan? is there any rules utk tunjukkan ic nak buktikan umur yg kte da sememangnye sudah baligh bru bole pi solat di saf hadapan?? ish2, sedih btul td. tp xpe. nasib baik sebab da biasa tu la xterasa sgt.

td me n my mom bernasib baik sbb lepas solat witir, kteorg kuar ke tmpt moreh, mula2 pelik jgk la mna la bdk2 nih dpt makan pizza, rupanye moreh mkn pizza dr pizza hut. tp bla smpi je kat meja, pizza da abih. tp xpe, xde rezeki. alhamdulillah lepas tu je, caterers bwk kuar byk beg plastic kfc kat depan mata. ape lagi, mama pun suruh la anis pi amek. tau2 bla kuar kat parking, aiman n papa dah tunggu. heh, muka papa masam je. kteorg ty la papa dpt mkn pizza? papa jwb x. kteorg ty plak, papa n aiman dpt mkn kfc x? papa jwb, xsempat. dieorg kuar bru caterers bukak beg plastic. oo, ptut la papa n aiman masam muka. hehe.. what a confusing week. (>.<)

argh!!!!!! why la my shoe size is too small????

2010-07-07T00:26:00.002+08:00

sob2. this is no joke. i'm totally and officially devastated because i have a verrryyyyy SMALL FEET!!!! punya la susah nak cri size kasut yg btul2 padan. da pusing satu One Utama. but still. no deal. klu nak ada pun, at charles and keith. tp yg tuh yg agk mahal skit la. its my luck i guess. nasib baik la dpt jmp a pair yg muat. but its cotton's on. okay la. da la the last pair. Alhamdulillah. tp tu pun agak besar skit. sob2. sedih2. (T_T). what should i do??? xkan la setiap kali nak beli kasut, i have to search in the kids department??????!! even my skeachers shoes are from the kiddies area. damn. sedih2. kids's shoes are not bad, but its hard to actually find a pair that doesn't give away the fact that it is made for kids. what to do??? what to do????

Happy Father's Day!! :D

2010-06-20T11:37:00.004+08:00

Persistent in giving guidance

An icon to his children

Protective of the family

Altruistic father

He is our inspiration,

And our guidance in time of need.

He who possessed an undying spirit that teaches

Us as his children to never surrender when the time is dire.

He who instil various knowledge and activities,

And the goodness of reading as a favourite leisure pursuit.

He is a man who sacrifices a lot for his children’s success.

He is our PAPA.

We are sorry for..

every trouble that we have caused,

every mischief that we have created,

every sadness that we have caused,

and every anger that we have created.

This is our humble gift

To our greatest dad.

anis amira.

2010-03-16T16:10:00.004+08:00

hmm, where to begin? haha.. gla ah da lama xbalik rumah. (padahal bru je 2weeks). the last time yg anis balik rumah is when merlin season 2 had its season finale. gla best. haha.. n so, the story begin: ada 13th march ari tuh, uia telah mngadakan blackout secara besar-besaran dr pkul 9-6ptg. because of terlalu panas, so, anis, farissa, wawan, abe, n sabah telah mengambil ketusan utk menghabiskan masa di KLCC. haha.. its a fun outing for all of us. not to mention that we had watch the new alice in wonderland in 3D!!! soo BEST!! haha.. gla broken. :p anyway, here's some of the pictures that we've taken. :D

with shazwan n farissa

with haekal n farissa

owh no!! sumbody is going to steal the marc jacob's bag!!!

luv this pic with farissa.

all of us.

tired. hectic month.

2010-03-07T19:14:00.002+08:00

hey there.

its been a while since i last updated my blog. my life is a lil bit hectic rite now. with all the assignments, research paper, presentations, martial arts class.. yada, yada... i'm really juggling rite now. not to mention that i have problems with my friends and surroundings as well.

haha.. looks problematic ain't it? but yea, apart from all the hectic events that happens my life, i still treasure every seconds of it cuz ya never noe if it could teach u sumthng n save u from future distress.

owh, by the way, my ptptn money is totally gone!!! haha.. nope. just kidding, i'll save a part of it for my driving lessons that i would like to take. lol. can't wait. my silat class had started n i met a lot of new friends with various attitudes and personality. it's a refreshing thing for me to do because by knowing a few new faces, u could actually expand ur connections n yea, i kinda like my new friends in silat cekak hanafi. first of all, of course, kak najla- a really cute senior with an attitude that u would not expect from her at all. haha.. nest stop: kak jannah- a really funky n fun senior that my cuz, abg uda or as they call him in the silat- abg daus- is the one that introduces her to me. the thing is, whenever she sees me in silat, she would actually pick me up n spin me around. (of course i would squeal) haha.. the next one is of course, hajar- a really fun friend who is a lil bit chubby but really fun to be with. hmm, if i start describing every person in there then its going to be several pages long so i'm gonna stop here. hehe.. :D

at last!!!!

2010-01-23T20:09:00.002+08:00

I'm home! I'm home! I'm home! hahahahahhahaa.. (gaya mcm jarang balik rumah je. padahal every week balik ) heh, yup2! its mid-break for iium's students ya all. but dang!!! research papers, term papers, assignments, mid-sem exm.. yada yada! what should i do? nama je cuti mid-sem tp busy dgn keje. ish2. anis.. anis.. ape lagi?? pegi la buat keje tuh. hahaha..

xpe2, nnt dlu. for now, i wanna rest rest my mind, my soul, and my body. sigh, bila la nak dpt duet ptptn nih? ish, i wanna buy sumthng nice for my friend/sister/ank kwn mama. her name's Atifa and she's a lovely gurl. recently she've just finished her pmr examination and had just gotten her results. i'm happy for achievement and sad for her too coz she REAAAALLLLYYYYY wanted to go to Sri Putri boarding school. but, heck no. don't feel sad my dear sister coz mayB there's a hikmah for u for not going there. hmm.. i've just decided on her present n i wanna buy a big teddy for her. once she had told me that she reallllyyyy wanted a huggable teddy coz her sister and brother had one of those. she feel uncomfortable on sharing those teddy coz they are not hers anyway. this one time when hang out with me at OU to watch New Moon, we started the hunt for a teddy. unfortunately, the teddys there are all very expensive and she doesn't hav enough money to buy one. so, as a big and verry kind sister(perasan la plak.. :p) i wanna buy a big teddy for her bday and her reward for her pmr results. hehehe.. just u wait k ifah?? nnt kak anis bg hadiah kat ifah!! thanx for the books that u gave me! they're lovely. :D

new cat!!!! yeay!! (>_<)

2010-01-09T20:36:00.003+08:00

yeay!!! we've got a new cat last night. my mom's friend, auntie haziah had given my mom a persian cat to be cared. its a russian cat. its name is wonderboy a.k.a boyie. hahahahah.. i think so lar. lol. but, he's sooooooo thin!!! its really heart-wrenching sight. so, our new family goal is to take care of wonderboy. we have to make him more plump and healthy!!! yeah!! hahaha.. here's the picture of wonderboy. this picture was taken from auntie haziah's webpage, http://www.catilisacattery.com/. feel free to visit it when ur free.. :D

argh!!!

2009-12-29T20:29:00.002+08:00

food poisoning.
muntah2.
angin.
muscle ache.
mc for 1 day.
sleeping for 1 whole day.
seriously xlarat.
taubat xmakan YONG TOU FU da!!!!
:(

wassup wassup peeps???!!

2009-12-26T22:44:00.005+08:00

Hey there!!! Lol, it has been a long time since i updated my blog. It has been a hectic week for me. With all the research papers, the every class presentation of the science of hadith class (i’m just sooooooooo freakin stress in this class), n soooo much more. i’m merely updating my blog coz farissa had asked about it when we’re on the phone this evening. So, why not i update my beloved blog yea? :D

Hmmm, let’s see, for starters. Last week, my family n i went to Sungai Petani for my makcik Baya’s wedding. My family go on without me first coz i have to attend my class. So, abg uda n abg emi fetch me at my mahallah n sent me home. I crashed in at my makcik’s house which is just a few blocks away from my home. My

journey to kedah is kind of dull, coz yea i don’t have much to do anyway. Lol.. When we’ve arrived, its already twilight there. However, its fun considering that i can meet my relatives from both of my parents’ sides. We crashed at mak teh house in Bertam so i get to meet my cousins, abg fifi, affan, n adik shah there. The wedding goes on without a hitch. Alhamdulillah. Here are some of the pictures taken on that day.

see my paklong over there??

he's actually holding a built in video cam in a ball pen.

lol, but he looks kinda weird though carrying dat ball point pen around n holding it like like dat. lol.. (>_<)

at last, a picture with my beloved bff, my mom!!! <3

Going on to this week, its Christmas break n i’ve decided to go back home on Friday evening bcoz i wanna spend my time studying first n then enjoying later (how lame can i get huh?? ;p). Its okay i guess to be staying alone in my room until i’ve felt Goosebumps rising at the back of neck. Lol, so i went to spent the night at anisah’s room (thanx nisah!!! U’re the best!! Ahhaha.. :p). On Friday evening, my cousins, namely abg uda n abg emi fetch me from my mahallah n off we go to plaza law yat for awhile. Abg uda needed to repair one of his client’s laptop’s screen that have been exposed to the rain. Lol.. so, we just roam around the mall n go to sungei wang plaza coz they wanted to bring me to this interesting Korean n Japanese shop. I instantly searched for a mirror to buy coz i have to bring a mirror for my linguistic class this Monday. Just my luck, i happened to come across beautiful designs that have a butterfly on top of it. The decorations n colour n such was almost identical to one sold in Maggie-T. So, i bought it coz its only in rm5!!! Hahaha, i’m so content with myself. Haha, i also bought a stainless steel chopsticks that have a flowered design on it. Thanx to my cuzs for bringing me there. :D

p.s.: ni hah, ko nak tgk kan farissa?? hehehee.. :p

at saturday, my friends had organized a get together meeting at one of the mamak shops in TTDI. we're just hanging out like the old times. damn, i really miss the old days where we would joke around, doing silly stuff, and laugh together. it really is a day to be remembered. luv ya guys!!!

from the left: addah, hanis, me, ilya, naz, farha, ika.

p.s: i'm sooo chubby!!! hahaha.. ;p

ta'ruf n 1st week as a University student!!! (cont.)

2009-12-11T18:43:00.003+08:00

haha, memandangkan xmuat nak ltk gmbr byk2 kat dlm 1 post, i've converted this post to 2 posts. hehe.. here's the pictures that farissa had edited and published it in her blog.

silalah lawati blog farissa: http://duniabelogfarysa.blogspot.com/2009/12/taaruf-week.html

ta'ruf n 1st week as a University student!!!

2009-12-11T16:54:00.003+08:00

Hey there peeps!!! its been a long time yah?? its been ages since i last updated my blog n yea, i'm kinda missing it a lot. hahaa.. ta'aruf week is like the torturing week 4 me n my friends, but we're alive. it was soooooo TIRING!!!! hmm, here's some of da pictures dat we've taken on our ta'aruf week.

going out to OU... NEW MOON!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-28T22:22:00.005+08:00

selama 2hari kami sekeluarga ke OU. haha, Selepas habis sembahyang sunat di masjid, kami hanya habiskan masa di rumah .. Ptg skit bru pegi OU. cadang nak amek tiket movie NEW MOON utk hari sabtu n ahad.. ahhaa.. mama n papa belanja. SAYANG MAMA N PAPA!! <3..>so then, ni la muka anis waktu boring tunggu sandal aiman yg sedang dicari oleh sales girl...

Saturday arrives with a nerve-wrecking feeling.. lol.. py la excited nak pegi tgk NEW MOON!! haha, waktu tgh tgk movie, pergh!! sound system mmg xyah ckp la. best! hehe, tp tu la, mama asyk ty je knape dia jd cam2? but then, both of us were like, "mama edward!!! waahhhh hensem gla! haha.. " "btul. (sambil tgk dgn mata yg bersinar2).. my dad n my bro was like "what?? (muka confuse)". haha.. ape lagi, bla movie habis je, my dad ty, "bla no 3 nak kuar????" haha masing2 da minat tgk movie nih.. my mom mntk nak bca buku eclipse bila da smpi rumah, tp tgk2 my dad yg bca dulu.. :p hehe.. xsabar nak tgk 4 the 2nd time.. :D

visiting Zara Qaisara

2009-11-22T00:40:00.003+08:00

ahhh.. she's da most snobbish cuz that i have.. lol. no lar, its just dat ssh btul nak dkt dgn budak kecik nih. if u want to get near her, u have to be really patient coz she hav da mood swings. lol. but all went well this evening as my fam and my pak cik's family visit their new home in Klang. haha.. mula2 tuh mmg la bdk kechik sorang nih asyik tutup mata (konon segan la tuh). hehe, tp lps dipujuk rayu, bru la dia tunjuk muka. tu pun tarik mulut masam. haha, lalu bermulalah operasi menambat hati Zara Qaisara. hehehe..

akhirnya, berjaya sudah. dgn bantuan patung rabbit kesayangan Zara Qaisara, Jali. haha, nama xleh blah btul. haha, tp tu la. bdk kechik ni nak main dgn dgn kakak dia yg nih je. dgn kakak sofia dia xmau main. haha, pantang nmpk sofia or abang2 yg lain pegang mainan dia, trus tunjuk2, buat muka. xmau bagi dieorg main. tp bla kakak anis dia nih pegang, bru dia bagi. hehehe..

yg paling unik pasal Zara Qaisara nih, dia nih ada kulit yg sungguh la sensitif. pntg je ada yg xkena, trus naik ruam, merah2. kesian Zara. hehe, one more thing, Zara has her eyes on electronic gadgets, so if u guys wanna get to be cozy with her in a short amount of time, u should show her ur hp, psp, laptops, etc. ;p lol.. luv her. <3

leganya hati ini.

2009-11-17T09:56:00.003+08:00

hahahahhahahahhaaa.. akhirnya. lega btul hati nih bla d aslmt lepas pre-reg utk msuk main campus nanti. akhirnya, segala kerisauan sudah pun dilalui. haha.. mna x nya, smpi terbawa-bawa dlm mimpi xbole nak reg. gla ah. bole demam mcm nih. hehe. tu la, waktu nak dftr tuh mmg berdebar2 rasanya. breakfast pun xamik. heehe. bkn main nervous. huhu. tp itu la, bkn main busy lagi. dpn laptop nih da ada mcm2 jenis kertas. hehe, ni xckp ape yg di-display-kan di screen laptop.

haha. ym? jgn ckp la. mmg byk windows yg bukak. haha. dgn sambil2 tuh download manga. hehehe. xde keje btul minah ini. :p

hmm... sungguh xsabar rasanya nak pegi ke malam sehati berdansa pada hari khamis ni. Mak Na ad ajk pegi, so ape lagi. xmau lps kan peluang. lgpun mak na tuh ass secretary utk Persatuan Telesimia. hehe.. cant wait!! :D

a thought to share.. :D

2009-11-11T16:21:00.004+08:00

as i sit in silence,

contemplating,

and reminiscing,

about past memories,

the tearful,

the excitement,

the strees,

the happiness,

the fights,

the vagueness.

it all came to me with a crash of

old fondness..

each memory held a very dear value

to me in person..

life in school,

starting from SKTTDI 1

continuing to SMKTTDI,

n from that to MRSM..

school days r a pain but

it is a fun thing to do..

life in foundation studies..

da most recent event in my life..

meeting new friends,

fighting with them..

maturing together,

facing problems together,

n solving it altogether...

all of it is a memorable experiences

that are gifted by HIM to us..

let us treasure the memories that

we obtained until now in our

most high security vault.. :D

a boring day...............

2009-11-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

it is a very boring day indeed. i don't even know what to occupy myself with. in the end, i just decided to tidy up my room n do some chores before i went out to some shop nearby the house. n at last i've bought my AG 2000 blemish clear complex!! (gaya mcm nak promote je).. hehehe.. even though its raining lightly, i don't give a damn bout it. lol... n then, i saw many shops!! hahaa.. (mesti ah, da nma rmh kdai, mesti la ada byk kedai).. hehhehe.. i went into a stationary shop n i found a very2 lovely box that is soooooooo CUTE n in my favourite colour and POLKADOTS!!!!! i bought it, of course. lol.. n then, i make my way to Cikgu Zarina's tuition centre to greet her.. i miss my no 1 teacher for +math.. lol, we chatted for a while n then i excuses myself bcoz she has to attend her class for the evening. she said to me: "budak kechik, pegi tulis no awak kat ppn putih tuh. tulis besar2 skit." i responded: "alaa cikgu, nak buat ape dgn no saya nih??", (terkial2 la ak nih nak tulis kat ppn putih tuh sbb tinggi sgt).. hehhe.. n then she said: "oit, da tau xsampai tu amik la kerusi nih. panjat atas kerusi nih. bdk kecik nih.. da masuk universiti da bdk nih..(sambil pukul2 ak nih)".. hahaa.. last2, ape lg, ak amik jgk la kerusi dan panjat utk mencapai ppn putih tersebut. i said to her: "da tulis da. knape cikgu nak?". she said: "hari jumaat nih dtg la teman saya, saya duk sorang2 kat pusat tuition nih. kamu cuti kan? saya nak blanja makan. klu ada masa kte pegi ronda2 skali. amacam?".. hehe, ape lagi yg student dia nih nak ckp?? hahaa.. rezeki jgn ditolak. Alhamdulillah..... :D

misery!!!! :'(

2009-11-09T01:07:00.002+08:00

da day starts with me being enthusiastic about getting a new ipod shuffle. my dad was difficult - nnt la. bg papa tdo dlu. papa sbnrnya mls nak pegi... - as always. ape lagi, mula la anak dia ni mata da berair2 sbb terkenangkan xdpt beli ipod yg diingini.. last2, he give in n drive our family to da store to buy my desired object. tp, gla ah, jam truk. my dad was like "tu la sbbnya papa xmau dtg waktu hujung minggu nih. sesak. jom balik la.". my bro was not helping at all "alaa, kak anis xde rezeki nih. promotion byk lagi. tggu ah dlu. kte balik. kte pi OU jom.".. i was sooooo bummed that i actually thought of giving it up already. n then, bla da pusing2 byk kali cari parking, Alhamdulillah, ada jgk parking. hehehe.. but then, da distance of the store is soooo great that i've been feeling queasy n stuff, in my head, i was like - if btul la da sold out, nnt anis nak bli famous amos la- contemplating on stuff that i wanna buy. but then, bla da smpi kat department tuh, terang2 dia tampal kat situ: SOLD OUT. gla ah.. mmg xtergambar perasaan masa tuh. mmg down gla. pastu ape lagi, mula la nak take revenge. akhirnya, bli jgk la laptop cover utk diri sendiri sebagai pengubat duka di hati. hehe.. da la laptop cover nih sama dgn farissa py, colour je lain. sorry weyh farissa.. ak bli sbb murah gla.. hehe.. ko tau la kan ak nih mcm mna.. :p

pastu mula la perangai nak berbelanja. pantang nmpk benda murah. amik. angkut. papa marah? biar je. hehe.. mama backup. mama kesian tgk anak dia nih kecewa. nmpk famous amos? ape lagi... tunaikan hajat dihati. hehe.. papa siap cmmnt "ipod shuffle xbole beli, tp duit habis dkt rm50 jgk.. ish2.. " hehehe.. nak buat mcm mna, anak dia nih mmg bole dikatakan minah shopping.. hehe.. pastu anak dia ni balas la, "ye la pa, sedih tau xdpt bli ipod. aiman da ada mp4. anis xde lg... (buat muka sedih)".. ape lagi, papa pulak mcm serba salah. last2, "nnt2 la kte pegi tmpt lain. lain kali pegi hari biasa. xyah sangkut dlm jam". tp tu la, tmpt lain pun ssh nak dpt harga murah.. hehe.. yg paling best nye dpt bli sepit rambut. hehe.. bling2, murah plak tuh. buy 1 free 1..

hahahahahhahaha.. :D

shopping day!!

2009-11-07T18:51:00.003+08:00

yea well, today's schedule should be: going to jalan TAR n Digital Mall. but we managed to go to jalan TAR only. hmm, kat jalan Tar ni mmg best sbb ada byk pilihan tudung, selendang, kain ela, buku2, etc. sungguh best ke sini. harga pun murah. so, akhirnya beberapa selendang sudah [un dibeli. hehe, colournya sunnguh memikat hati tuan py badan yg mmg la sungguh menyukai colour sweet2, n hitam putih. hehehe..

after that, my mom n i decided to enter one of the bookstore bcoz my mom wanna search for Aisya Sofea's new novel, "Yang Sebenarnya". hehhe, n to my surprise, i found Hlovate's new novel!!! yeay for me!! yg paling best, dpt discount 20%. mmg berbaloi... ehehe..

sepatutnya la, my dad bwk i pegi Digital Mall sbb ank dia ni teringin btul nak beli ipod shuffle. niat dihati mahu menggantikan mp3 nya yg sudah lusuh. hehee.. tp malangnya, my dad refuse utk pegi. ape lagi, mula la ank dia ni tarik muka masam n buat suara sedih. hehe, akhirnya my dad setuju utk bwk ank dia nih pi Ikano Power Centre keesokkan harinya. hehee.. harap2 la ipod shuffle tuh ada lg.. waa.. :'(

pd malamnya pulak, my mom n dad blikan menu nasi arab utk kteorg adk beradik. yeay2.. sedapnya!! tp itu la, makin gmuk pulak la nnt. hehee.. :p

we hav to add some spice in life..

2009-11-05T01:23:00.003+08:00

(yawn).. i'm so bored rite now, my life just revolves in my home. lol, its just that i'm to lazy to step out of my home. i wanna ride my bike, tapi da pancit la plak. nak jln pi rmh pakcik, malas la plak. hehe.. makan pun da xlalu sgt. nmpk nasi, xlalu, tp snacks yg x berkhasiat bole plak pi balun. akhirnya, berat badan pun semakin turun. penyakit migrain pula menaik. anis2, da tau diri sendiri gastrik tp still bia prut kosong. gaya mcm puasa la plak. hehe.. mmg nak cari nahas. ni rasa mcm nak kuar n berborak2 dgn alam sekitar. hehe, terasa mcm nak pi jogging plak pagi nnt. nak menikmati pemandngan hijau yg dikelilingi dgn kicauan burung, monyet2 dan beruk2 berkeliaran di hutan simpan. fuh, bahagianya hidup!! hehe.. mcm pathetic plak ak nih.. itu la hdup, bla tgh busy, slalu angan2 kan cuti. pabila cuti, xsabar plak nak jadi busy. ish2, xbaik sungguh. hehe.. nak pegi one utama, xde teman la plak. so xbest sgt. klu nak ajk adk pia, karang naik pulak tekanan darah. heehe, last, apalagi, buat marathon tgk movie. da brape byk movie dah di habiskan. selama nih kurang tgk cite melayu, tp sjk cuti nih, boring py psl, cite melayu yg ngarut mcm brainscan, rasukan ablasa, antoo fighter, etc, smua dibalun. akhirnya, melepas jgk hajat dihati nak tgk movie the proposal. ok gak la. hehe.. the curious case of benjamin button pun da slmt tgk, tp mmg seksa. lama sungguh cite tuh. mcm cite hindustan la plak lamanya.. haha.. eagle eye pun ok2 la. cuma xberkenan dihati sbb they portrayed Muslims as terrosist in the movie. so american. typical. huh, nasib baek shia yg berlakon, klu x, mmg ak xtgk cite tuh. skrg nih tgh mem-proses external drive. nak delete movie2 yg da tgk. buat semak je dlm hard drive tuh. hehe.. tapi akhirnya, tjuk post nih mmg btul. if we don't hav any spices in our life, our life would become very dull, n we would die bcuz of excessive boredom. lol..

hey peeps!!

2009-11-01T01:28:00.002+08:00

hmm, i just read one of my friend's blog n it makes me wanna write a new post. lol.. anyway, yea. i absolutely agree with u. friends r for better or for worse. we stick to each other no matter what happens. so, i don't mind if u wanna say anything about me coz i can't say that i understand ur feelings. however, i do try my hardest to understand the difficulties that u r living through right now. i will totally pray for u n our friends success in ur exams!!! Good Luck guys!! Our friends and i will b praying for u guys!! after all, our friendship is a sacred thing n it is important in our life to have someone to get mad at, fight, support, advise each other n etc. friendship is cool!! lol..

p.s.: i admit this post is kinda lame but what the heck???!! lol.. LMAO :D

an evening out with my family..

2009-10-29T23:47:00.002+08:00

my mom gets her pay today so we decided to go to One Utama n celebrates my father n mine's bday and also for my father who had successfully graduated for his MBA course. u could say that its a combined celebration. lol... it's been a tradition to celebrate our bday at Chili's. n i personally LURVE Chili's... lol, the mashed potato, the mushroom jack, the fajitas nachos are just YUMMY!!! lol.. here's da celebrated man n his wife!! lol.. (>_<)

p.s.: luv ya mama n papa.. <3

i can't believe it!!

2009-10-27T20:35:00.002+08:00

woah!!! my grandparents just boarded their bus. the thing is, i'm quite shocked bcoz my grandma suddenly gave me rm50!! haha... i noe dat its not a big deal. but for me, its hard for us (da not so favourite granchildren) to get that much money from her. haha.. she usually favors my other cousins. n well, hahaa.. Thanx to Allah for her thoughtfullness.. n now, i can buy my new facial foam.
hahaha.. :D

lol.. another one from jiji.. :D

2009-10-26T20:13:00.001+08:00

yea well, here's another one. it's from 18th March.

i may come n go, but no doubt im ther for you. i may not always b able to make ur day, but no doubt i try hard to make sure u r ok, i may treat you wrongly sometimes, but no doubt i feel guilty afterwards, i may say d wrong things at d wrong time, but no doubt i try making it up by saying d right things at d right time. anis amira rosdi i love you and i hope you do take care, hope to see you soon, lots of kisses and hugs.
-najihahhamzah

p.s: jiji, hahaha, i look like a stalker no? it was like i stored nearly all of ur thoughtful messages.. lol.. :D

hmm.. luv ya JIJI!!!

2009-10-26T14:22:00.002+08:00

yea well, i was browsing through my messages just a while ago and i encountered a msg sent by Jiji on 20th Oct. i just wanna share it coz it is thoughtful of her to send me this msg. even though we rarely contacted each other, we have a mutual understanding about each other. hahaa.. anyway, here is the msg:

just bcuz today is a terrible day doesn't mean tomoro won't b d best day of our life. live well dearie. oh n tersgt lar terharu on ur blog entry. love, jiji.

love u too jiji!! xoxo

hate it when i cant help u..

2009-10-26T00:40:00.004+08:00

dang. i'm unhappy right now. i just read one of my best friend's blog n i've discovered that she's unhappy right now. it seems that she had shut herself in her shell n refused to let anyone in. hmm.. i wonder what i can do for her? at a time like this, my heart ache to reach out n help her. she doesn't reply my messages n ym. what should i do? if i have done sumthng to make u sad, then i'm sorry. i really am. its from da bottom of my aching heart. it makes me sad to see my friends in pain and i wish that all of ur problems would be washed away, yet i have no power to do that. please Allah, bring peace to my friend's heart. i will never stop praying for ur happiness my dear friend. everyone including u deserve happiness, my precious friend. Amin.

do u noe???

2009-10-19T00:43:00.003+08:00

hahaa.. yea well, we hav a fam gathering today at my uncle's house. my mom decided to make some corn pudding n a new pudding that she had learned just recently-rainbow pudding. hehe, da thing is, my toklong is da kind of person who would want to try all of da new dishes dat she heard n dats why, she, n her bestfriend-my grandma-came to my house in da morning.. they were like a small child, arguing n comparing to each other for da contest of 'who makes da preetiest rainbow pudding'.. yea well, i'm amused with them actually.. ahaha.. n then, my dad started to start our new juicer machine to make some apple n markisa juice. all of a sudden, my grandma started to ask "Na, bla beli mesin tu?" n my mom was like "bru je beli, kat tesco." my grandma was like really interested n started to ask for da price. at dat time, my dad n i were looking at each other with a knowing look. n our suspicion where confirmed when suddenly she said dat she would like to buy a juicer machine to!! hahhaa.. yea well, what to do?? ahaha.. of course she'll get what she wants. hehe. dats my granmother. ahahhaha.. yea well, getting on with da story, today is a fun day, in da afternoon, i went to my friend, Farha's house. there, i met up with Nazihah n Ilya. my old schoolmate. I really miss them. we just catch up with each others' developments n gossips. lol.. :D

a day out with aishah...

2009-10-17T20:10:00.003+08:00

i met aishah today.. finally!! hehee.. da lama da xjmp mnh sorang nih.. rindu btul kat dia.. so, i met her with her maksu n kak long. its fun. we just fill in da time just roaming around ou n catch up with da past.. luv ya aishah.. :D

oohhh tidak!!!

2009-10-15T23:08:00.004+08:00

OMG!! my grandparents r coming tomorow.. my makcik n paksu r both in a dilemma coz they noe dat my granparents would target their house, not ours.. kesian makcik, call mama dgn rasa susah hati.. ehehehe.. nak buat mcm mna, cucu kesyangan, syauqi kat situ.. pastu of course la nak pi umah anak kesayangan jgk.. paksu tunggu je la eh nenek dtg?? hehehe.. rumah kteorg xpopular sgt sbb ye la, kteorg nih biasa je.. hehee.. asal nenek xbising.. hehe.. gudluck la kpd mereka yg akn mendgr nenek ku membebel.. saya lari dlu.. :D

my BELOVED friends..

2009-10-15T13:38:00.005+08:00

hmm.. this post is what i called as a tribute to my closest friends.. lol.. 1st of all, my best friend from my MRSM days till now, miss NAJIHAH HAMZAH a.k.a JIJI.. i luv as my dearest friend bcoz of her support n her patience in enduring my crappy attidude. lol.. should i say that during my MRSM years, i'm an emotional wreck. lol, n da person who's always at my side is of course my darling JIJI.. i lurve her tutorial but i'm just clueless in editing my pics so, she's da one who is responsible for all da lovely pic dat she has edited for me. she's also one of my fashion advisor, coz to me, she is like a trend setter.. lol.. ur fashion is kinda updated. lol.. luv ya JIJI.. hope our friendship last yah?? i lurve ur style n u as well. i lurve dis pic of u..

the 2nd one, i dedicated to miss FARISSA FISOL a.k.a FARISSA.. lol.. i've got to known her since my 1st sem in CFS IIUM, coz we nearly hav all da classes together. yea well, she is da opposite of me, just like JIJI is n she has her own (shall i say) unique character. lol, she is kinda moody sumtimes (heh, sorry weyh) but yea it is her personality so i dont mind at all. hmm, she is also my fashion advisor?? lol.. one of my fashion advisor coz i admit dat i hav a lousy taste in fashion. hahaha.. she luv to capture herself in pic n she is one of da girls yg pantang tgk cermin. klu nmpk cermin je, trus bwk kuar hp nak tgkp gmbr. hahaa.. tau la ko lawa kan?? future datin la katakan. nway, ur taste of fashion r (slightly... :D) more expensive than me lah.. yea la, ak beli bundle je. dpt diskaun. hahaha.. ko py taste, LV, MNG, ZARA, CROCS, xmain la murah2. hahaaa.. jgn marah eh?? hehe.. nway, i luv dis pic of u. (ni edit bg nmpk putih je tuh).. hehhee.. mesti ko kata ak dengki kat ko nih.. hahaha..

last but not least of course, is to my friend since i'm in standard 5 at primary school, TEH NOR AISHAH MOHD IKMAL a.k.a AISHAH.. she had endured n suffured a great deal in her life n that is her main quality that amazes me. yea, sorry if i make sumthng dat upset u in da past. she's always by my side n humble in every way. its just so unfair that we couldnt see each other for a long time. luv ya. hope our friendship last 4ever.. amin. dis pic was taken 2 years ago n its da last time i've seen her but we still keep contacting each other..

saya mau laptop saya...

2009-10-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

yea well, actually my mom had taken control over my laptop. she's addctd to watch hana yori dango. lol.. what to do? she actually said to me: "jgn kcu mama nak tgk cite nih. papa xmau bagi guna, ye la.. mama tau la mama xde laptop (muka sedih mntk simpati), xpe la klu xnak bagi...., tapi esok mama xmau bwk korang smua pegi Kluang!".. fuiyoohh.. xleh blah btull.. last2, as a good duaghter la kan, i hav to give in.. heh.. =D

2009-10-12T16:03:00.003+08:00

hmm.. i'm confused.. what to buy for jiji?? huh?? hmm... a cardi mayB? or a shoe? or a book?? lol.. hmm.. she aked me to buy that is uhh.. pop eccentric?? what's that?? ahhaa.. i'm so clueless bout fashion thingy.. do forgive me my dear jiji.. lol.. i'll try my best to figure out what to get for ya yah?? :D

yeah!! my dad have successfully graduated!!

2009-10-12T01:32:00.001+08:00

lol.. my dad actually said to me "jgn ltk ape2 dlm blog.. buat malu papa je..". however, what the heck??? lol.. i'm just so damn excited n thankful to Allah for his success. my dad just received his MBA in business admin. lol, all the best PAPA!!! luv ya so much!! lol.. actually, my mother n i entered the hall to watch my father receiving his scroll or wtvr. it is in such long HOURS!!! we're so bored with the ceremony what with the formality thingy n the gamelan n yada2... a guy next to me actually falls asleep n SNORES!! lol, its quite funny actually when suddenly out of nowhere, someone just snores. not to mention, he brought a can of soya bean n many more. lol.. but then, what do u expect from a graduation ceremony? da name goes on and on, n my mother was like "bila nak habis ni? mama ngantuk la. ish, lapar jugak nih. anis ada gula2 x?.". n i was like "duh, mama ni.. anis xterpikir nak bwk gula2 pun.. heh.. bertahan je la ma..". heh, my dad said that he want me to be motivated by seeing da graduands successfully graduated from the university. well, to tell u da truth, i'm motivated to graduate succesfully too. i want to make my parents proud of me. yah? ahaha.. da valedictorian's speech were so touching. i like his speech. its an inspiring and a touching speech. my mom cried when he mentioned about his family, his parents' effort to bring him up. da veledictorian is bro Muhamad Farid bin Sani n he is a graduated student from the bachelor of dietetics course. Good speech bro!! lol.. nway, of course we take several picture for memories. n my dad look like we've gained several pounds. yeah well, we're in a good mood after all.. lol.. :D

Bonjour

2009-10-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

yea, kill me. i've decided to create my own blog. Dang! ahaha.. it's just dat i'm sooo bored. hmm, what to talk?? i've no idea. hmm, my life just revolves around me, my family, my friends n my cats. dat's kinda sad rite? lol. i dont care. what i noe is dat i'm happy with my life rite now n i don't giv a damn on what people think of me. yup. i noe dat i don't look like i'm 19 years of age rite?? well, ahaa... so what?? i still could go to theme parks n ride the roller coaster n such coz my height are slightly more than da required height. lol.. dat's just sooo SAD!!